Saturday, June 25, 2011
Almost gave it up
It's been almost two weeks since lunch with Jim. I tried to just give up my search. No I didn't. There are secrets that I'm keeping from myself that a part of me really doesn't want to know. Since that one post, I haven't talked to myself since. I've been deleting them. I thought maybe I was in the clear. I found out what 7224 was. Not enough, there is more. I followed up on it. You haven't found he library, the spiders wait. I also haven't seen the dog in a while. Till last night. It attacked me again. I was outside, with no idea how I got there. I fought it off again, or maybe it just let me go. It bit my face again. Then I saw my son. He was outside in his raincoat. He was so pale. His skin was almost blue. Just standing there. Then gone. I ran back inside and he was asleep in his bed. I understand what the message was. I can give it up. And I will lose my family. The dog will take them instead. I can't run, I've said that before. I can't give it up either. I need to find out why I follow the blogs I did when I set this up in my sleep. I need to find out who owned 72 24th street before it's current owners. I don't know how I know, but the answers will save me from that dog.